I feel like today God knew my anxious heart was on overdrive with trying to plan "fun things" for Judah and that I needed a break. When we walked downstairs Scott told me that his truck didn't start, so I let him take my car to work. That meant Judah and I were homebound instead of running errands, driving to the park or the library. We ended up hanging out at the house, played with the water table in the backyard, read books, made more funny faces and played cars on the living room floor. After Judah went down for a nap I was able to take a nice long shower and use some of the Lush products Scott and Judah bought for me over the weekend. If your ever feeling anxious, get some Lush bath products. I swear it helps your body relax and you smell like flowers.
I hope in the coming days I am able to find an emotional, spiritual and physical balance to help my heart not feel as anxious. That I don't feel like I have to look around the next corner to see what I have to plan or do. That I am able to enjoy these sweet summer days with my two guys and one day be able to look back on this summer with fond memories and without any regrets.